ok todays tip for guys....if yur out wth i a gal that you happen to like then don't make an ass of yourself by getting totally fucked...we know that you can drink a lot!!! Don't have to prove it you know!!! it's not a very attractive sight seeing you fucked up....

anyways, last night was good....Leigh, Nick, Sarah, Bobby and I went to Shamrocks for a few drinks.....Bobby wasn't allowed in Shamrocks so that put a damper on things.. but then he came around later that night and some lady told him that he could get into Shamrocks....so that's great news....yay!!!

Talked with the cute waiter again. Turned out that he's an year younger than me (such a turn off). But he's an okay guy. Good to have as a friend. Then went with Sonja to SS but they wouldn't let us in unless we paid. So we went off to Lush. It was alrite. Then this French guy, Jeremy sneaked me and Sonja into SS later on. Didn't like SS that much. there were these German guys who I didn't really like. There with really funny dance moves (me and Vasient (the french gal) had a great time imitating them and embarrassing the hell outa them). But they drove me home later on that night and turned out to be ok people. I also had reservations about the Finnish guys ...i don't really know their names...but they also turned out to be great people. (Sorry Dino and other people who aren't exactly Finnish fans). But i realised that many of us havn't really even TRIED to get to know the other guys off campus. Always tending to judge them instead. I suppose that there are some people that we could do without but not all of them are orges. I wish I had more time to get to know the other people now. But I don't.

Just today, my roommate Gaya gave me a present that she got from Sabha when she went there for the semester break. That was really sweet of her. I almost cried at the thought of having to leave them. They were the main reasons that I decided to stay on campus and not even to move to the International house later in the semester. They were great. The best locals that I have met in Malaysia. (Aida as well).

And right now i just realised that I am gonna see Matty for the last time. I'll be going to Alor Seta with Aida on Sunday and then plan to go to KL till Wednesday. Matty is leaving for Borneo (sorry if i'm wrong) on wednesday. I don't think that I will be able to see him after this. That's a sad thought. It was great meeting all the great people and making new friends here in Malaysia. Local people that i have got attched to: Aida, Gaya, Shikin, Shikin's mom (she's a great lady and makes the best Dhal in Malaysia). I'm really gonna miss these guys. I think i better stop here otherwise i'll start crying. later all.

FUCK .......Fuck the exams...fuck the exams ....fuck the exams.........FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Yoshi....this one's for u!!! And thanx for referencing my stuff.....at least one of us is following the rules......

This one is very philosophical but true!!

A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in front

of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a large empty

mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks - rocks about 2" in
diameter.

He then asked the students if the jar were full? They agreed that it was. So

the professor then picked up a box of small pebbles and poured them into

the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the
open

areas between the rocks. He then asked the students again if the jar was

full. They agreed it was. The students laughed. The professor then picked

up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up

everything else. "Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognise that

this is your life.

The rocks are the important things - your family, your health, your

children - things that if everything else were lost and only they remained,

your life would still be full! . The pebbles are the other things that

matter such as your job, your house, your car. The sand is everything else,

the small stuff. If you put the sand into the jar first, there's no room

for the pebbles or the rocks. The same goes for your life. If you spend all

your time and energy on the small stuff, you'll never have room for the
things

that are important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical

to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical
check-ups.

There'll always be time to work, clean the house, give a dinner party and

fix the disposal.

Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set your

priorities. The rest is just sand."

But then a student took the jar which the other students and the professor

agreed was full, and proceeded to pour in a glass of beer. Of course the

beer filled the remaining spaces and soaked into the sand within the jar,

making the jar truly full.

Which proves that no matter how full your life is, there's always room for

a beer.

i just recieved a cpl of emails from Anu...my bestest best freind in the whole wide world!! she's such a sweetheart...can't wait to see her again........

and also received an email from my family promising me a party when i get back home....thanx guys

ok i just finished one of my papers today...it was alrite...just got hold of the notes for the thursdays paper...didn't hav one page of notes for that course throughout th sem...could hav done th paper without it but then i promised my beloved tutor back home that i will at least go through the notes ONCE before i do the finals.......and i'm going to do just tht....(He's looking at you kid) those who don't understand, ignore this.... ;-)

hav another paper on wed and then on thurs....the good thing is that i can finish three of the papers this week...next week i can relax and do the final paper on 3rd march......... hopefully my flight back home is changed and confirmed soon.....

and i swear, yur just like a pill...instead of making me better, yur making me ill........makin me makin me ill.......

man i luv this song....i had thought that the enrollment at my uni is sorted out...it is sorted out actually but there are bio labs that i hav to do ...and i hav to attend more than 75% of those...that means that i can just miss out 2 in th whole sem.....it'd be alrite if i were going home in th 2nd week but i'll arrive there in the 4th week. and i'm trying to get the flight changed to earlier March...maybe a week earlier but so far the fucking lady at the uni back home hasn't done anything about that.....and i just got an email from the fucking bio lecturer that i cannot be exempted from the above requirement....what does that mean...........I HAVE TO GO HOME SOON............so why the fuck are they giving me this trouble.....all they hav to do is change the fucking flght!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahhahahha....i just read the above paragraph....it's full of fucking shit.....I just imagined your face Anu.......no Noops i havn't changed at all.....this is great...i can swear without sounding rude....i tried my best not to swear around here as much as i do back home..........i sometimes swear in my room but the my roommates always tell me off for that....even showing the middle finger is considered a major SIN here...............but overall i think that i hav become more ladylike here i tried to bring out my feminine side here ...not swearing aloud and wearing skirts .........aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........I can't believe that i'm doing that here.............i'm gonna burn them when i go back to fiji...........or throw them over th Penang bridge..........or the Rewa bridge ahaha......not really...can't pollute the seas now can i? maybe i'll hang them on the wall in my room and spraypaint..."I wore this" on it......a souvenir from Penang........maybe giv one of them to u Noops as yur 21st Bday present........................o that sounds so tempting...............i mite just do that hahahaha.......